when you laugh and think if only she knew the things the things your ‘Friend’ says about you….
Guilt
What do you do when your being eaten alive by the guilt of something you’ve done?
Tell the truth and find inner peace but hurt the one you love most in this world ?
Or keep your guilt and live with it knowing it’s taught you a lesson you won’t soon forget?!
Guilt will kill you in the end so which one will you choose ?
He’s my everything & even he can’t handle how ugly my pain is…
I can’t bare to look into that face and see disappointment because iv failed.
Your the one person I want to understand me, but you don’t and that has broken me.
I need some air..I can feel the water closing in around my face in my mouth, up my nose. I’m drowning.
Finally the words have fallen from my tongue, rolled from my finger tips. I’d rather die….
All your hearing is nerves…lack of confidence, when I’m screaming I can’t do this anymore! I want to die.
